Friday, April 25, 2008

Better today...

I am feeling better today. It always hits me really hard when I hear of another pregnancy.

It took me 1,5 hours to drive home yesterday. While I was driving home and sitting in the car, I saw all these pregnant women and women with children. They looked so beautiful and so happy.

I guess I have a selective view and only notice those two... The longer I sat in the traffic the worse it got and I ended up sobbing and crying my way home.

When I just got home my hubby called. I told him everything and cried on the phone with him for a while. He then came home and just hugged me. That is all I needed. And he understood. He is the best husband in the whole wide world. And he hasn't given up hope on God yet.

3 comments:

Lori Lavender Luz said...

Hey, Yoka.

Just poking my head in to let you know I'm listening.

Sending you a warm hug.

Jessica said...

You've been on my heart the last few days. I'm sorry it's been such a rotten few days. For some reason it's been tough this week this for me, too.

Thank God for wonderful husbands. Thinking of you!!

Kathy V said...

Sending you hugs. Believe me I think we have all had days like that. For me it was always the announcements you receive in the mail. It was like they were invading your personal space with their news. Often you don't know they are coming or don't know what they are until they are opened and by then it is too late. Sending you warm wishes.