Is anyone around me not pregnant now?

Thank you for all your comments on the last blog. I would love to give you more info, but I don't really have any. I still feel very unsafe and insecure. I talked to the agency this week and they are still missing some paperwork that they sent us again now. I told them that they had offered us to set up a telephone conference with the birth mother after we sent the check for the birth mother expenses, but I haven't heard back from them.

I am praying that the birth mom has peace of mind with her decision. I am wondering how she is feeling. I hope she is doing alright.

Poor hubby is terribly sick since yesterday. He had been puking several times and also has a cough. We are supposed to have dinner with some friends from Phoenix tonight. I hope he will feel better then.

I had an evaluation on my learning progress today. It was o.k., but I don't like tests and evaluations. I am not very good in presenting things and talking about subjects.

This week I received other news. One of my other friends here is pregnant. She is 35 and they have been trying for a month to get pregnant. I remember sitting with them in the car when they told me that they were going to start trying. That was about 2 months ago. She is seven weeks along now. If I wouldn't love her so much, I might have to hate her. I am really happy for them and I didn't even cry... Is anyone around me not pregnant now? Well I guess, if this is for real we are at least paper pregnant. But the fact that we won't find out before August is killing me.

Have a great weekend everybody.